Am i falling again?

It was supposed to be just another day. It all happened in an instant. Lazing around in bed, planning the day ahead, when a thought struck me. It was her msn nick yesterday. Just 3 alphabets which may or may not make sense to most of us. ily. It hit me like a hammer blow to the head. I sat up in bed immediately. This can't be happening... Or can it?

Once again i think i'm going crazy. Am i in that bad a mental state that something like that could just shake me to the bones? And i thought that it was a thing in the past these feelings i have for her. Obviously i'm wrong because i just can't get her out of my head. When i think i've gotten a hold of my emotions, they come around and throttle me all over again. I've gone from bad to worse it seems. I've been kidding myself with the illusion that things could work out just once. It just seems that i'm a hopeless romantic after all.

If you still don't get what ily stands for, you most probably haven't been in love before or you're just plain stupid. It didn't occur to me at first too so its not your fault. Whatever it means, the y obviously doesn't apply to me. Looks like she may have someone else in her life again.