Really really bored

Ok. Its official. I'm really bored. Even wow doesn't seem so addictive anymore. Haha. Anyway here are some lyrics from a jap song i really like.

Hitomi Wo Tojite (I close my eyes) -- Ken Hirai

asa mezameru tabi ni
kimi no nukegara ga yoko ni iru
nukumori wo kanjita
itsumo no senaka ga tsumetai
nigawarai wo yamete
omoi ka-ten wo akeyou
mabushisugiru asahi
boku to mainichi no oikakekko da

ano hi miseta nakigao
namida terasu yuuhi kata no nukumori
keshisarou to negau tabi ni
kokoro ga karada ga kimi wo oboeteiru

Your love forever
hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo sore dake de ii
tatoe kisetsu ga boku no kokoro wo okizari ni shite mo

itsuka ha kimi no koto
nanimo kanjinakunaru no ka na
ima no itami idaite
nemuru hou ga mada ii ka na
ano hi miteta hoshizora
negai kakete futari sagashita hikari ha
mabataku ma ni kieteku no ni
kokoro ha karada ha kimi de kagayaiteru

I wish forever
hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo sore shika dekinai
tatoe sekai ga boku wo nokoshite sugisarou to shite mo

Your love forever
hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo sore dake de ii
tatoe kisetsu ga boku wo nokoshite iro wo kaeyou to mo
kioku no naka ni kimi wo sagasu yo sore dake de ii
nakushita mono wo koeru tsuyosa wo kimi ga kureta kara
kimi ga kureta kara

Wonder what it means. Haha. Anyway it's a really nice song. Soothing melodies, powerful vocals. Anyway, its just basically a love song. First heard it in JC from zhang jia de and got hooked instatntly. Its a really good song. Sigh. Got to go back in 2 hours. The feeling sucks. Why can't i just spend time out of the army? Why can't iS just spend time with friends and family. I wish i was back in college. If only i knew thenh what i know now. Maybe i wouldn't have made the same mistakes. Maybe things would have been better. Maybe i would ahve been happier. Maybe, maybe, maybe. Sigh. all the maybes and what ifs in life.