Keep your friends close, but your enemies even closer.

Wonder which genius said that. Was it Sun Tze or something? i don't know. But it really has loads of meaning. Keep friends close so they can help u in times of need. Keep enemies even closer so you always know what they are doing. And now i add my own part to it. Keep your best friends even closer so they won't stab you in the back. I've learnt it the hard way. Your best friend comes in and steals something that is precious to you from right under your nose. And worse still, he does it in plain sight and brags about it afterwards. I think you know who you are. If u are man enough give me a call. We'll meet up and really trash things out. Literally. Just me and you, one on one, no holds barred. It will be an all out fist fight. If that is not bad enough, so what if you did better than me for your As. That doesn't mean anything to me cos i'm still going to rape you in the game of life. You lucky bastard who thinks you are so damn friggin smart and so that gives you the right to wave it under my nose saying, 'You are stupid lah' and 'Like that also want to go OCS and stuff'. Well i got this to say. I'll make it to OCS one way or another, even if i have to kill myself in the process. I'll go to the university, where i will rape you in every little thing you do. I'll bethere competing with you all the time, to make sure you notice that i am better than you. I will not spite you, i'll just make you feel bad for ever thinking that ivan tan is stupid. In the army, i will fuck you. In the work force, i will fuck you. In every little thing you do, i'll fuck you. Hell, i'll even fuck you if its the last thing i do on this earth. I'm going to make you pay. Big time. I'm going to humiliate you in front of everyone who cares and you care for. I'll make you look like a fool. A clown. I will not raise a fist against you. There are many ways to kill a chicken. I'm going to use my way. As Sinatra sang 'I did it my way'. My way always. Not yours, not his not hers. My way.

The wonders of technology. Do people not return messages anymore? Even on the bloody contraption called a handphone? Or is it just selective. You reply who you want to reply, when you feel like replying. Don't give me the crap that your phone bill is too high. Go cahnge your plan. That would help alot. Or maybe you should just spend less on whatever you spend on. Fine, you say that you have no obligation to reply a message. Point taken. Can i say that i have no obligation to be a friend? Just ask yourself that question and then beat yourself silly with a stick. That should also help. Yes, you all say to keep in touch and stuff, but you refuse to pick up your phones, reply messages, let alone talk on MSN. Why not we just not keep intouch. That would save us alot of trouble. Really.

As you guys can see, i'm going through alot. It may sound like petty little shit but if you are going through what i'm goign through, you may understand. Anyway, to those people concerned, fuck you understand?

Time to go. Tag board will be up once i figure out the tagboard shits. I can't trust my friend sto help anymore so i will figure it out on my own. Period.