Screwed Up.

Got A level results back today. Screwed up. Here are the grades:

Mathematics C: E
Physics: D
Chemistry with S paper: C, Merit
Biology with S paper: B, Ungraded
General Paper: B3

Screwed up don't you agree? I'm really disappointed, but what can i say? Maybe its just all part of the plan. Happened before in primary school, its happening again. Why is it so f-ed up? Don't know why. Maybe 'cos i didn't put in enough effort. Let my parents down. Let my teachers down. Let my friends down. But worse is that i let myself down. What am i to do now? I don't even know if i can get the university course i want. I'm most probably going to end up as an idiot for the rest of my life, leading an unfulfilling and empty life. I'm officially screwed unless i can work something out fast.

Wors ething to happen today must have been the words i said. I was insensitive and blunt. I'm a bastard. I don't have a heart anymore. All i care about is myself. I'm sorry. Really am. Hope you can forgive me. It don't matter if you don't. I don't deserve to have you as a friend. I'm sorry.