In pain.

Walking 24 klick in shit terrain is not fun. Period. Don't try to argue the fact with me. 1600 other people feel the same way too. All thanks to the idiots at Scorpion company. Thanks for making me breathe sand in like a bitch, the sand kicked up by the 6 idiot companies before mine. Now got a weird dry cough that can't seem to stop. That's not the worse part. Got huge blisters on my feet and abrasions on my inner tigh. Can't even walk properly anymore. I now walk like a cowboy (legs spread out, hands at the waist). And the bloody SBO caused huge bruises on my back. Wonder how they got there. Good thing was that it really gave me time to think about what i want to do with my already screwed up life. The march pushed me to my limits. There were times when i was hot, then cold (yes, cold) then i couldn't breathe (because of the sand). Then there was the pain and the walking more than 5 klick without a break. Killer. But in the end, it all felt good, especially when my PC said that we were 95% to being Privates. No more chao recruit. I feel good.

Anyway, i've decided what i want to do in the universities. At NUS i'm going to apply to do Nursing, Science, Economics and Political Science. At SMU, i'm going to apply to do Economics, Political Science and Accounting. I haven't decided on NTU yet. Whatever the case, i'm going to work my ass off in Uni, graduate with First Class Honours and shove my cert down the throat of all the bastards out there who think they are better than me. I will not let them put me down. No one will. After that, the doors will be open once again.

I will not be put down. Never.

'Guts, Spirit Courage. We set the pace! Hu-Ha!'