Stabbed in the back.. Again

Yes, the same old feeling again. Stabbed in the back. By someone i thought i could trust. Ok fine, its not really being stabbed in the back, it hurts much more, but it sure as hell feels like it. No names to be mentioned cos i don't want to embarass you on the Net. Anyway, you know who you are. I tell you who the person was, you run off and tell the person i'm pissed with him! My God! All the shit about trust and stuff. Fuck you understand. It doesn't exist anymore man. This trust between us has been broken. I know we are good friends and stuff, but come on, you've broken it man. I thought i could trust you. Now i can trust nearly no one. This is really fucked up.

Anyway, as my leave comes to an end, i've finally accomplished something. I beat my dad in a full game of squash. Oh yeah! Took me 5 sets, but hell, it feels good. Here is the score. 0-15 (warm up), 15-12, 15-10, 7-15, 15-12. Haha. Finally. Injured my knee in the process but i'm not complaining. Done university applications for NUS and NTU. Still got SMU left (essay), doing it tommorrow, if i can get off playing too much WoW. Rugby testimonial on thursday, hope i don't get injured and hope i still remember how to play. Posting on friday, hope i get what i want. Back to the army on Monday. Sigh. Going to miss being a CV for awhile.

I'm still pissed off, but not the sort of pissed like the other day. I just need time to chill. To those people who listened to me rant, namely Jean and the person who is not mentioned on this blog, thanks. To those who think i'm immature and stuff, STFU and take a long hard look at your life and tell me that you have never felt betrayed, put down and stabbed in the back at the same time. If you have never been, congratulations. You are the first person who will burn in hell.

And so, its back to the war that is life.