Dreams?
Been having these weird (but good) dreams lately. Wonder what they mean. Roughly it revolves around me chasing someone around, but everytime i seem to be getting close, as i reach out and grab hold of her, it just slips away. Everytime. Maybe it is a reflection of what is happening to me now. I don't know. Dreams can be confusing at times. Still i wonder what they really mean. Am i going to get the prize i've been going for all these years? Or maybe i'm fated not to get it. Who knows? Till i find the answers, i'll enjoy those dreams. They always make me wake up with a fuzzy feeling inside. Wonder why?
Did 2 days of guard duty this week, on Wednesday and Friday, so i'm feeling super zombie and super stoned right now. Crazy. So all i did this weekend was to sleep, play computer (finally installed dark crusade) and eat like a pig, which isn't exactly the best way to spend the weekend. By the way, i had a rather slack week other than for the guard duty. Spent hours on end in the computer labs. Too bad i got to get back out to the field for the next 2 weeks, which is rather crappy in a sense. Other tahn that, i should be fine in camp to say the least. Anyway, speaking of unhealthy habits, i think i should get out more over the weekends. Its starting to get on my nerves (and my parent's nerves) that all i do everytime i'm home is to switch on the computer and just play. I need to start going out more and get a life! Maybe i should get a girlfriend. Haha. That way, i can be assured that i will spend less time around the computer and more time out of the house. Besides, it will freak my parents out if they find out that i'm attached so its an option for me to consider. I was made to make my parents freak out, so i might as well do it while they cans till take stress. Haha. I'm e-vile. So if any single female out there is interested and meets the stringent criteria (its very stringent, trust me), you know what to do.
Sick. I'm shamelessly advertising myself on the net. Haha. Its not right, but its my blog. Who cares? Maybe it could help me solve the riddle of my dreams. That will be nice. And i seriously hope its you and no one else that answers the call. Am i desperate? Maybe. Let's find out. Haha.
What a beautiful smile, Could you stay for awhile? Beautiful love.
Did 2 days of guard duty this week, on Wednesday and Friday, so i'm feeling super zombie and super stoned right now. Crazy. So all i did this weekend was to sleep, play computer (finally installed dark crusade) and eat like a pig, which isn't exactly the best way to spend the weekend. By the way, i had a rather slack week other than for the guard duty. Spent hours on end in the computer labs. Too bad i got to get back out to the field for the next 2 weeks, which is rather crappy in a sense. Other tahn that, i should be fine in camp to say the least. Anyway, speaking of unhealthy habits, i think i should get out more over the weekends. Its starting to get on my nerves (and my parent's nerves) that all i do everytime i'm home is to switch on the computer and just play. I need to start going out more and get a life! Maybe i should get a girlfriend. Haha. That way, i can be assured that i will spend less time around the computer and more time out of the house. Besides, it will freak my parents out if they find out that i'm attached so its an option for me to consider. I was made to make my parents freak out, so i might as well do it while they cans till take stress. Haha. I'm e-vile. So if any single female out there is interested and meets the stringent criteria (its very stringent, trust me), you know what to do.
Sick. I'm shamelessly advertising myself on the net. Haha. Its not right, but its my blog. Who cares? Maybe it could help me solve the riddle of my dreams. That will be nice. And i seriously hope its you and no one else that answers the call. Am i desperate? Maybe. Let's find out. Haha.
What a beautiful smile, Could you stay for awhile? Beautiful love.
posted by ivan at
11/12/2006 10:18:00 pm
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