On a lighter note..
Ok, i think i've recovered some what from my last depression like state. I know you guys are tired of me writing about my sad life, so i'll right something happier, well not so happy if you happen to be in the line of fire. If you happen to be in it and feel unhappy, please tell me asap and i'll consider your stand. Maybe i'll apologise, or maybe, if i feel mean, i'll find an excuse to jack you back even more. I don't like being unhappy, trust me. No one does. I guess that if i just smile and laugh, things would somehow solve itself. I wish...
But wtf. Back to the real issues. I've spent the last 2 days in NTU supposedly on course. However, the last 2 days have been more than just a simple course. Oh please let time pass faster so i can step into the uni as a student myself. It seems so, how would i put it, carefree. Just strolling ard the campus, chatting with friends, looking at girls.. haha... I really want to go to uni. Life seems so much simpler there then in the army. It's like i'm in another dimension altogether. There is no regimental hierachy, no boundaries and most importantly, no need to wear ugly camouflaged green. I know the girls may disagree, but when compared to the army, uni is really heaven. Seriously.
Ok. Next. Mooncake festival. Haha. I surprisingly ate very little mooncakes this year. And the best part was, i spent the whole of the night not looking at the moon, rather i was sitting in the guard room, getting my lungs filled with smoke from some obscure region in indonesia. It kinda sucked, but considering that the alternative was to sit (yeas ladies and gentlemen, really sit) in the park to eat the mooncakes and look at the moon that if i was not wrong, not even there in the first place. No sleep that night, was a grumpy monstrosity for the rest of the weekend.
Speaking about the haze, it seems that the indonesians keep shooting themselves in the foot. Year after year, they just keep burning their forest, thus making poor sad sods like me with slight lung problems wheeze and struggle for breath. I mean seriously. What the hell are they trying to do? Don't burn so much lah. If u want the trees, cut it down with a chainsaw or axe. If u want the ground to be fertile, but fertilizers (rushes to start up a fertilizer company selling to the inons only). Do anything, but please don't burn the trees anymore. Seriously, if man didn't discover fire, we wouldn't have this problem. But come to think of it, if we didn't have fire, what would we have? I wouldn't like living in a cave, but if i didn't know anything more comfortable, would i really care? Its all relative.
Anyway, was doing some thinking and i've remembered something which i have taken advantage of all these years. Thanks to Tiff for helping me remember. My dad used to say, "I'm not giving u an MC. Just take 2 PANADOLs and go to bed". Usually it works. I guess that what he really meant to say was that i should just keep looking forward. take a chill pill, and everything a=can be settled when you are calm and cool. No need to rush things let them happen naturally.
So i say this. Just bring it on. I'm prepared and waiting for the final outcome.
But wtf. Back to the real issues. I've spent the last 2 days in NTU supposedly on course. However, the last 2 days have been more than just a simple course. Oh please let time pass faster so i can step into the uni as a student myself. It seems so, how would i put it, carefree. Just strolling ard the campus, chatting with friends, looking at girls.. haha... I really want to go to uni. Life seems so much simpler there then in the army. It's like i'm in another dimension altogether. There is no regimental hierachy, no boundaries and most importantly, no need to wear ugly camouflaged green. I know the girls may disagree, but when compared to the army, uni is really heaven. Seriously.
Ok. Next. Mooncake festival. Haha. I surprisingly ate very little mooncakes this year. And the best part was, i spent the whole of the night not looking at the moon, rather i was sitting in the guard room, getting my lungs filled with smoke from some obscure region in indonesia. It kinda sucked, but considering that the alternative was to sit (yeas ladies and gentlemen, really sit) in the park to eat the mooncakes and look at the moon that if i was not wrong, not even there in the first place. No sleep that night, was a grumpy monstrosity for the rest of the weekend.
Speaking about the haze, it seems that the indonesians keep shooting themselves in the foot. Year after year, they just keep burning their forest, thus making poor sad sods like me with slight lung problems wheeze and struggle for breath. I mean seriously. What the hell are they trying to do? Don't burn so much lah. If u want the trees, cut it down with a chainsaw or axe. If u want the ground to be fertile, but fertilizers (rushes to start up a fertilizer company selling to the inons only). Do anything, but please don't burn the trees anymore. Seriously, if man didn't discover fire, we wouldn't have this problem. But come to think of it, if we didn't have fire, what would we have? I wouldn't like living in a cave, but if i didn't know anything more comfortable, would i really care? Its all relative.
Anyway, was doing some thinking and i've remembered something which i have taken advantage of all these years. Thanks to Tiff for helping me remember. My dad used to say, "I'm not giving u an MC. Just take 2 PANADOLs and go to bed". Usually it works. I guess that what he really meant to say was that i should just keep looking forward. take a chill pill, and everything a=can be settled when you are calm and cool. No need to rush things let them happen naturally.
So i say this. Just bring it on. I'm prepared and waiting for the final outcome.
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10/10/2006 08:45:00 pm
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