This is totally random

Went back to college today to collect my A levels cert. Looked at the cert and said what the hell. I screwed up, but let's just get on with life. No point sulking over it anymore i guess. Had a talk with brother and mr tan, after that i went home. Didn't really feel like doing anything much anyway. Crap. Today is the last day of my leave and i have managed to squander it all away in front of the computer. Becoming a slave to the game. Everyday i'm back home, the first thing i do is to use the com. After that i'm stuck on it for hours on end. This really sucks. I should get out more. But who to go out with? That's another problem. Its no fun going out alone, i have realised. When you're alone, all the fun in life seems to just go. Where to i do not know. Time passes faster and before you know it, you're back to the same old boring routine again. This sucks. I really don't know what's wrong but i just don't feel that life is fun anymore. As a friend of mine once put it, "life's a bitch". Couldn't agree more.
Anyway, as this is a random post, i'll add something random here.
"Debrouillard is what every plongeur wants to be called. A debrouillard is a man who, even when he is told to do the impossible, will se debrouiller-get it down somehow."
This is from one of George Orwells books. Can't really rememeber the title but it has something to with his time as a chef down over in France. I want to be a debrouillard, hence System-D. Impossible is nothing. Seriously. As the army teaches, suck thumb breathe deep. Talk less more action, stuff like that. Chance must be systematically explored. I don't know why i wrote that. Anyway, i'm not going to stand here waiting for nothing to happen. Not going to wait for anyone. It don't matter anymore.
Think i'll try to fix my tagboard, and maybe work on the links.
Oh yes. And i miss school.