When less is more.

What can i say? It seems that this theory of mine holds true once again. The less i say or do, the less trouble i seem to get into. So i guess i should just stick to doing the bare minimum and keep my ass out of trouble? Seems easy enough you say? Well, you are wrong, so wrong. It occurs to me that many people out there think that i should do more thatn what is asked of me. After all, many people think that i am good in one way or another. However, there are also people out there who think i am a complete pain in the ass. They say i don't treasure the things i have and that i take too many things in life for granted. maybe they are right. So why do i feel so shit everytime i try to connect with people. People from my past and not so recent past. Am i that a pain in the ass that no one wants to talk to me, let alone be associated in any way with me? What's wrong with me? I try not to blame the people around me but i have beaten myself up for too long over this already. Maybe i should start blaming the people around me for all the shit that has happened to me this few months.
Where are my friends when i need them?
Who knows?