Stardust

So its been a week since i found out. Oh well, what can i say? I'm a fool. Let's leave it as that. Anyway, from my bunk in camp, when i look into the night sky, i see many many stars. Better than i have seen in many others places in Singapore (except maybe on Tekong). And when i look at the stars, i always remember that she liked looking at the stars. Well, i've grown to like it too. Whenever i'm spending a night out in the field, i can't help but marvel at how beautiful they are, how they just shine down on us every night and yet many of us don't appreciate how important they are. I still look to the stars as a form of comfort these days, just spending as much time as i can look, wishing and hoping.
Was free in camp so i wrote down what seems to be a starting to a song. It doesn't have a title and i gues that she doesn't read this so its safe to write it down. Was thinking of her while writing. Here goes..

I watch you smile, you steal the show.
You take a bow the curtains fall in front of you.
You're magical, on display.
I gaze into your eyes you turn the look the other way

And i'd really like to know, really like to find.
A way into your heart, to see what i can find.
Walk into your skin, swim through your veins.
See it from your eyes, i'd really like to try.
Yeah.

You're standing still, but in my mind.
You're trying to escape, looking for a place to hide.
It's not safe but, i'm still here.
Invading every place you go to disappear.

And i'd really like to know, really like to find.
A way into your heart, to see what i can find.
Walk into your skin, swim through your veins.
See it from your eyes, i'd really like to try.
Yeah.

Well, its not done yet but i'm working on it slowly. Long weekened this week. Yeah. More time to sleep and stone. More time to think on where i've gone wrong. More time to get over it.