The Crazy Times

Another week gone by in camp. Horrible time. Spent the whole of friday in the dark cause the power was out and they didn't bother to fix it. Worse thing was trying to pack my bags in the dark for bookout.Left only at around midnight. What a way to end a crazy week in camp. Having less than 4 hours of sleep for 3 nights in a row, night training till midnight, two test (which i passed, miraculously without studying), free tekan sessions from the instructors, and the crazy amount of stores. All the time wasted doing nothing and waiting for instructions. What a waste of time. 6 more weeks to go. Just hold on for the last few weeks before i become a sergeant. Then maybe i'll start enjoying the army fully. I hate beinga trainee. Next week is going to be worse. Boat package for the whole week. Out to sea everyday for 5 days. Thank god for guard duty on Tuesday. At least i get to rest a bit more than the others. It seems that regimental duties are the only way out from training. I wouldn't mind doing it for 3 days a week if it means i get away from the crazy bastard instructors. Sigh. Why did it turn out like this?
Anyway, i feel better a bit. Don't feel so hurt as i did before. I was shocked when my mum woke me up this morning to tell me that she knows about what happened. At least she wasn't all crazy about it. She told me that girls at this time are not worth it cause i don't have the cash. And they wouldn't really last anyway. So yup. Good advice finally from my parents. I feel better now. I've got things to look forward too these days rather than just her. Its no one else, but i'll still avoid girls for relationships like the plague. No point feeling the way i have again.
I'm smarter than that.