So, i'm 19?

Yeah yeah, i know i haven't blogged for awhile so here i am back again in front of the computer to type this out. So, it was my birthday yesterday. And before i get pissed off and ruin it all for everybody else, here's a word of thanks to all those people that came down yesterday for the party. Miah and Ben, the primary school friends who are always there. A toast to you guys! (you can stay at my place anytime man). To Don, Gughan, KP, Ching, Jon Chan, Marshall, thanks. For the wassup and the gifts. And the video of the WASSUP, i'm still figuring how to put it on the com, when i figure it out, it will be for the world to see. Haha. To my secretary, Teresa, you're boss beat you yesterday, I ate more than you. Thanks for being there. And i still want my AAR and Debrief done by Monday! Haha. And last but not least, The Evil One, Charissa, you're the last person i expected to come down. And of course to the all the others, my parents, family, and whoever was there but is not mentioned. So there, my thanks to all those mentioned, i had a great birthday yesterday thanks to you guys, plus the wassup which was a classic and the gift. Oh my god, the gift is great man. It must have cost you guys a bomb but you still got it anyway. WOW!!! WH40K figurines, Grey Knights and Captain Shirke onto of that. WOW!! I'll treasure those man, really will. Yup, so that about all i can thank you guys for now. Till next year, when the youngest of da council boyz turns 20!


Yeah, so with all the happiness, the gratitude and what-so-ever, there will sure as hell be something that had to go wrong. Ok, fine, so a concert is more important than friends. I'm ok with that, just don't expect me to be very civil when i next see you. To think i put in so much effort the previous week. And better still, i bet you almost forgot that it was my birthday. So yeah. It ends at that. You go for your concert. Anytime else there is anything going on, i'll conveniently forget to inform you. Yeah. That's it. I've had enough of people who whine about not being close to college mates anymore but yet, when there is an obvious opportunity, you barely give a damn. And to think i tried to defend you when they started to talk bad about you. No more Mr Nice Guy. To me, you're now a stranger. I'm not a petty one, but i suggest you get your life in order before you come look me up again, cause anything else i say to you has no effect. Anything any of us says to you has no effect. I think general consensus among the guys at least is to just put a boycott in place.


Ok, enough people bashing. So, i'm 19. I think i've changed quite a bit form when i just turned 18. The way i now think has changed. I don't know, but i see things with dark humor now. Must be the bad influence from the reporter from Kazhazstan. Hehe. So yeah. I can eat more shit now than before, whatever you can throw at me i'll just take it. And most importantly, i guess i've finally made my peace with the issues hounding me since college, but that's still ongoing and a story for another time. So yeah, 19 and counting, i'm starting to feel old especially my back. Countless rugby injuries, training injuries in the Army, i'm starting to feel really old. My back can barely take weights now. Sigh. All i wish for christmas is.... Well, i won't say it here, we'll leave it for Christmas.


8 days to Christmas and i haven't done my Christmas shopping properly yet. I'm so screwed. Haha. But i do have 1 gift, all wrapped and prepared. I just hope she appreciates it.


Till Christmas, HO HO HO!!!