CNY!!

Before i say anything stupid enough to condem me, Happy Chinese New Year to all. May you get loads and loads of ang paos, oranges, and a mega sore throat at the end of it from all the bak kwa, alcohol and junk food so that you can report sick on Wednesday when you get back to work. Yup. Anyway, just have fun over this New Year break. Gamble, eat and make merry cos it only comes once every year, and for only 2 days a year at that. If only we were like the Chinese in China, 15 days of hols to visit their relatives! That would be the life, no doubt about it.

Staring to feel all shitty again. Don't know why. Should i just totally let go of this sham, or keep at it till i get the result i desire? I don't know. I need a clear sign from somewhere before i start to breakdown again.