New Beginnings
First off, i would like to apologize for not updating as often as i would have liked. Just that i haven't been able to gather my thoughts in an orderly manner and type them down in a manner which i would consider 'proper'. Anyway, i know you're sick of seeing my photos (ahem, ms yong) so i'll try my hand at writing again.
Its been 6 months since i left the army and now i'm about to start being a student again. Finally the wait is over. There is only that much anime and dramas which i can take and i'm pretty much at my limit (i watched 168 episodes of BLEACH in 4 days). I've got a crick in my neck and my head hurts from the poor quality of the videos and my bad posture. Not to mention some pretty horrible subtitles to go along with it. Thankfully the special term starts next week. 2 days of school a week, focused on only 1 module. I should be able to do well if i don't get distracted by too many things again. Though philosophy is something totally new to me, i'll try my best.
I've been thinking lately. Where did i go wrong? After awhile and a little inspiration after, i've realized my mistake. My mask has been broken. Now i have to fight my inner daemons again and try to regain the mask that i once wore with pride. My problems all stemmed from 1 single moment of weakness in college and i have been suffering for it ever since. I let down my guard just for an instant and i was beaten up so badly that even i barely recognise myself now. And now that i'm about to start again in the University, i'm hoping i don't make the same mistake again. therefore i have to find my mask and put it on again. Only then will i be able to fight at my full strength and regain the confidence and composure in once had.
Something weird just happened. Before i started typing, i had alot of things i wanted to say. But now i can't even remember what it was. Haha. I apologise if my syntax and spelling is screwed. I'm becoming senile before i even hit 21. Damn i'm getting old before my time. Anyways, May seems to be an interesting month for my. The start of school, my driving test and plenty of other stuff to do.
To new beginnings and bitter endings.
Its been 6 months since i left the army and now i'm about to start being a student again. Finally the wait is over. There is only that much anime and dramas which i can take and i'm pretty much at my limit (i watched 168 episodes of BLEACH in 4 days). I've got a crick in my neck and my head hurts from the poor quality of the videos and my bad posture. Not to mention some pretty horrible subtitles to go along with it. Thankfully the special term starts next week. 2 days of school a week, focused on only 1 module. I should be able to do well if i don't get distracted by too many things again. Though philosophy is something totally new to me, i'll try my best.
I've been thinking lately. Where did i go wrong? After awhile and a little inspiration after, i've realized my mistake. My mask has been broken. Now i have to fight my inner daemons again and try to regain the mask that i once wore with pride. My problems all stemmed from 1 single moment of weakness in college and i have been suffering for it ever since. I let down my guard just for an instant and i was beaten up so badly that even i barely recognise myself now. And now that i'm about to start again in the University, i'm hoping i don't make the same mistake again. therefore i have to find my mask and put it on again. Only then will i be able to fight at my full strength and regain the confidence and composure in once had.
Something weird just happened. Before i started typing, i had alot of things i wanted to say. But now i can't even remember what it was. Haha. I apologise if my syntax and spelling is screwed. I'm becoming senile before i even hit 21. Damn i'm getting old before my time. Anyways, May seems to be an interesting month for my. The start of school, my driving test and plenty of other stuff to do.
To new beginnings and bitter endings.
posted by ivan at
5/05/2008 10:21:00 pm
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